There always is a moment in life when a person looks behind on his past with all senses. At that time he came to know that a precious time has passed like a soft air blow. There were so many things and events which are right or wrong but nothing can be changed. When some one remembers the moments of pleasure then he would feel that there were a lot of people who share pleasure but at the time of sorrow he was alone. One has to face his miseries, sorrows and pains himself.

In this rapidly changing world no one has time for others. The meanings of society have been changed and in such society there are a lot of people who are running and burning their blood in the effort to achieve that which is not real. Every one is complaining the attitude of the others but do not have time to consider or redesign one’s own attitude. So such type of attitude is continuously isolating a person from others and society.

I am a common person and have no wishes and no firm believes. I have spent life without any aim or objective. Thing were happening around me and I never noticed. I never thought that why I am and who is reshaping my life and planning about me. When I was a child mother advice me to have believe on God. At that time I do not know what is the meaning of God and who is God but due to mother I like to listen about God. Similarly when I ask my age fellows about God then they have nothing different to tell me and as a human God is my first believe. As the time passes the society and its streams gradually changed my perception about different matters.

When I was in high school then I feel that society is that thing which completely surrounds me like a blanket and I have felt its hotness and I was forced to live in it and follow its rules or ethics. When I was in college I left thinking about such things. At that time I was attracted towards my fellows and always ready for wondering with them. At that time I have no fear, no tension, no sorrows and even no love. At that time, for me, the society was like an expired system of rotten ethics or rules. I did not like religious activities and have great respect for freedom. Now at the end of my life I feel that God made me and there was a purpose for my creation but I was not trying to understand. At that time I was in power, healthy and energetic. Now I am going to die. Every day reduces the distance between me and death. I am not afraid of death. I am afraid of my end, the purposeless end.

Be careful, our body is like the ice cube. Before it melts spread its coldness to maximum people. So that, one can dies with dignity and peace of mind.